Crossroads
16 08 2007
Twenty minutes into our journey there had been absolutely no conservation, eye contact or attempt to reconcile our differences. It was a lovely morning, sunny with a slight breeze and a gentle rustling of leaves to accompany nature’s orchestration of bird song and cicadas. We walked at a reasonable pace and managed to cover three miles in pretty quick time – which would normally have been cause for joint self-congratulatory celebrations. There was no such celebration but we slowed down and looked for a patch of grass amidst the trees in order to lean against the trunks and relax in the mosaic of dappled shade. Mule decided to wander off because he sensed there was a creek nearby where he would be able to drink litres of fresh, icy cold water and cool off his hooves. I followed him, secretly praying his senses were behaving with their usual unerring accuracy and there would be a stream close by. When I heard the gurgling rhythm of water on rocks I flung myself to the ground and used my hands as a cup so that I could drink on and on until my thirst was well and truly quenched. We continued to ignore each other but to be honest it was unpleasant; Mule can be excessively stubborn and to my mind I had done nothing wrong
When I’d had enough to drink and filled our canteens I dunked my head as far into the stream as possible to get the sleep out of my eyes and enjoy the feel of rushing water on my face. I stayed there for ten minutes and then took a cloth from one of Mule’s backpacks so that I could use it to protect my hands in order to pick the leaves of nettles, safflower and dandelions that grew in abundance in the wood. Once picked I ground them between two rocks before pounding on them with a heavy stick until I’d created a small handful of powder which was more than enough to wash my hair. I harvested more leaves from a variety of bright yellow, orange, deep blue and purple plants that provided a natural if rather astringent cleanser. One year of life in Lemuria had taught me that seemingly every plant I’d ever seen or read about grew there, weeds were not things to be despised and almost everything could be put to good use.
Mule had finished his ablutions and thirst quenching well before me and was munching on some thick, green, luscious grass. He’d also spotted an apple tree so heavy with fruit he could chomp them off the branch and further on a gloriously abundant cherry tree plus a few strawberry plants just waiting for someone to come along and pick off their sumptuous berries. There was bread in the pack Mule carried and without saying a word I also took out nuts, a little cheese and some carrots, which I put down where he could reach them easily. I leant against the trunk of a comfortable beech tree and enjoyed quite a feast whilst my hair dried in the sunlight that filtered through the branches. Mule had a number of burrs in his coat, he could not reach them and I made a mental note to comb them out before we continued down the road. I was still cross with him but that was no reason to have him suffer from itching which might lead to infection and pain; I am not that callous and I certainly wasn’t prepared to watch him play the martyr. His tail attachment party popper had more or less dropped off with just a couple of crinkly coloured paper twirls swishing about to remind me of his nocturnal partying with the Chattanooga serpents! It was not even 11am but a combination of warmth, food, clean hair, and the emotional rigours of our furious row had made me very tired so I made a pillow from one of the blankets in our kit, stretched out, closed my eyes and fell into the arms of sweet sleep. I assumed Mule had to be tired and would enjoy the rest but if he preferred to crack on it was too bad – he could practise his dance steps whilst I snoozed.
* * * * *
“Jan. Jan. Wake up.”
I had slept for over two hours and Mule did not think he could leave me to sleep for any longer.
“I do hope you have a good reason for waking me Mule, a very good reason, a cast iron, silver plated, twenty four carrot gold diamond encrusted reason – for waking me!”
“I believe I have such a reason.”
“Okay, spill it.”
“I’m leaving you Jan. I’m going back to Duwamish.”
It’s difficult to know how to respond when your allocated Mule decides to abandon you to go off on his own journey. It’s one of those moments where both parties look at each other to make sure they’ve got it right, have they heard properly, misconstrued the sentence and understood the significance of what’s been said.
“You’ve got burrs in your coat. Would you like me to comb them out before you leave?”
“I can find a tree with ripped bark and scrape through my coat.”
“I know that Mule, I know you can look after yourself but it will be easier if I do it for you so is it a yes or a no?”
“Yes. Thank you. It will be a great help to me.”
I was still tired and rather shocked but reached for the comb and went through every inch of hair in long, sweeping movements. Had there been a competition for best-groomed mules he’d have biked it.
“All done Mule, you’re good to go.”
“I’m sorry Jan. This is not the done thing in Lemuria and I know I will never be allocated to another traveller.”
“Oh. What happens to mules that leave their companions on roads they’ve never been down in the middle of nowhere? Shot at dawn? Locked in a shed for the rest of their lives. Banished from the Kingdom?”
“No, nothing so extreme. I’ll be retired and put out to grass. I will request to be placed with Darlene…I’m not sure myself if it will be granted…I’ve never done this before.”
“It’s a shame for you to be retired if you’re not ready. If you are I’m sure no one will deny you a place at Darlene’s, you’ve been a great servant to Lemuria, loyal, brave and faithful. Who makes these decisions?”
“I will report to L’Enchanteur Jan, the Kingdom of Lemuria is hers and in doing this I will have broken with protocol, not kept my oath of allegiance – deserted.”
“Well you tell her from me that you have been my greatest and best companion. It’s difficult to travel with some people Mule, I’m difficult, volatile, uncaring, insensitive, demanding – I’d leave me.”
We looked at each other and then I filled his pack with apples and the remaining carrots. He looked completely downcast and I knew how much it grieved him to break his oath. I kissed his brow and felt my eyes glisten with tears but I could not, would not, ask him to stay.
“Fare well dear Mule. God speed.”
I walked away from him and knew that he had set off on his journey up the Serpentine road and back to Duwamish. My face was frozen and the woods blurred. The time had come for me to decide on my own destiny and if it would be wise to turn back myself – not to Duwamish though or any other Lemurian destination. We all reach crossroads in our lives and with Mule gone I was alone, alone again and deeply troubled.
Jan
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